*****UPDATE 7/17/11***** Yea, I'm gonna have to get back to ya on this 1, hahaha!! I haven't had time to diet... fast food is just that, FAST, and unfortunately not diet friendly!!!
So, I have been struggling with my weight since I had kids. However, it didn't really bother me too bad... wasn't skinny, but I grew to like the way I looked. I was thick, and after a while that began to stick... I've never been very self concious anyways... I was in pageants for 16 years, so in my mind I looked good no matter what!!! Well, Since I started this job in August, I have gained 40 freakin pounds.. and I'm 4 sizes bigger than I was.. I'm flippin fat!!! And, I'm totally NOT comfortable with this!!! The stress of work is taking its toll on me!!!
Well, I'm fed up with this!!! Nothing I own fits me anymore!!!! My ass is getting so wide that its taking the length outta my work pants and I look like I'm fat &&&& waiting on a flood!! I'm so over this shit!!! I WILL LOOSE THIS!!! I went and got me sum pills today, and I got a Just Dance game for the Wii... I hate to exercisem but I love to dance so that will hopefully get me with the exercise part... Maybe if I stick to that, I'll invest in a wii fit!!! I am so pissed!! This is COMING OFF!!! One way or another it will come off!!!
I'll keep you posted!!! And, I know this isn't anything to do with my usual posts, but I had to vent!!!